I am sitting in the hairdressers waiting for my rejuvenation treatment to finish. I was right as the hairdresser said how my hair was in SUCH bad condition. Am waiting to see the glam hair I will have at the end of it......BUT to be honest so far this weekend has been pretty shitty. I don't know if it's because I have been watching Greys Anatomy which is very very emotional or if it's just me. I just feel really blue....
I hate this feeling as there is nothing that can be done to lift me from it. I am angry with everybody and short tempered. I don't know what it is. What I do know is that a) I am ruining Biggys weekend off b) I say things I really don't mean c) hate myself. I feel extra fat, like a big fraud and really question who I am. SIGH..... Maybe it's the weather it's July an in the UK all it is doing is raining and raining and raining. It totally totally sucks.....We also live in a very very small place at the moment while we save money and I sometimes get a bit claustrophobic, I guess living on my parents property doesn't really help as your mother always knows how to best annoy you!!!!
Oh who knows maybe it's just because occasionally like everybody else I get frustrated with my situation. But I definitely think watching Greys Anatomy really does not help...... Where is the Red Wine...?
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