Friday, 13 July 2012

Race for Life on Sunday...NERVOUS MUCH

It's Race for Life on Sunday..... I am getting a little nervous I think it is only now just hitting me that I haven't done very much training at all. Also we are having such bad weather I am sure that it will rain and rain and rain on Sunday. So far I have raised over £170 for Cancer Research  but if anybody wants to sponsor me you can do so by clicking here: Sponsor Me : )  I know it's cheeky to ask but it is such a great cause. My aunt died of cancer so it's close to my heart.



On another note does anybody else argue with their siblings? I have one brother who is 7 years older than me and I have such arguments with him. I actually don't seemingly get on with him that well which is such a shame. He has 2 little girls who I love so much and if it wasn't for them I don't think I would try and keep the peace as much as I try to. Last night he really really P***ed me off, so much so that I sent him quite an angry text, something to do with fingers and pulling things out.... He is just so arrogant and thinks everything revolves around him, its shocking. He never ever thinks of anybody else unless it will benefit him. He hasn't taken any interest and I mean ANY in my race for life, hasn't sponsored me or wished me luck at all he has now gone on holiday so obviously is now even more focused on himself. ALSO since embarking on this weight loss journey he hasn't offered any support or encouragement, he has always made it quiet clear that I am fat and that I am an embarrassment to him but then fails to be supportive when I have lost 22lbs. I don't expect him to turn into a cheerleader for me or anything but just one little word of encouragement would be nice to hear from my own brother. Even when I tell him how much I have lost he just says "that's good" and reverts the conversation back to him.... it makes me so so so so so so so so angry.



Anyway rant over...will have photos to put up on Monday from Race for Life and hopefully will have good news for the Weigh In. Going to do all that I can to stay good over the weekend as that is where I seem to fail!

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