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Biggy

So obviously when you are overweight and the ones around you aren't.. it's obviously really hard to get them to understand just how important this is to you. Biggy is not overweight in the slightest and I know you will all think I am over exaggerating when I say he doesn't do any sport AT ALL and has does not have an ounce of fat on him as well as a six pack... but its true. I talk ALOT about loosing weight and food and calories, I could quite happily write a book on it and I know it is annoying to him. But sometimes he doesn't get how I really have to be dedicated to this way of life. Last night he asked me if I wanted a Dominos and after we had viewed two of the most horrendous houses I said yes. To be fair he later did say that he would cook something instead but it was too late... I had given in to the fat and it was too late to turn back! (It wasn't really, I just don't have any will power and I knew I was letting myself down). Then I was supposed to rest this morning but as I didn't do my Zumba last night I fitted in my resistance band work out this morning so I can do my Zumba tonight, just before I was about to get up .... (I know what you think I am going to say but no) he asked me to not do my workout and help him take out the rubbish instead. I firmly said No and he got all stroppy with me as though I am just mucking around, it hurt a bit as he has to realise that these workouts are really important to me ...unlike others I really have to work at trying to loose weight.

I feel really bad when I say to him I want to do Zumba in the evening and don't spend time with him even though its just for an hour at the beginning of the evening, I am with him by 7.30pm but I still feel like I am abandoning him. I think it stems from when we were in Hospitality and we literally only got to spend 2 evenings a week together. It's so hard when people put you in front of temptation

 "Baby don't do your workout this evening lets just have a romantic evening together" 

OR 

"Go on just have a little bit more... so you don't like my cooking?!"

OR

"Forget the workout let's have a glass of wine instead"

What do you do????