Oh the stresses of buying a house... or NOT buying a house as the case may be. Yesterday Biggy and I went to see a house ... it was AMAZING. I honestly fell in love with it so so so much. We currently have problems as we don't have a mortgage yet... its nothing bad but it's because we haven't been in our jobs for very long so we are to much of a risk. Last night after seeing the house we had a long conversation with my parents to see what the other options were. A) They could be guarantors or B) they could take out a mortgage and we in essence rent the house from them. Both situations are a no go. I am totally heartbroken. We have been looking for awhile and have been living with my parents now for a year to enable us to save money, and I am so tired of being in limbo. We can't make new friends as where we are living now isn't where we will buy and we can't join any gyms or anything as we don't know how long we are going to be here for.... I am so so ready to just get our lives started and move forward. We now just have to wait until we pass the 6 month period (currently at 4 months) before we have a chance of getting anything and even then we don't know! 
Anyway on another note, weighed myself this morning and am 2lbs down to yesterday but cant change my official weigh in as Monday is the recording day and today isn't Monday... however I have eaten so much already today due to being anxious (Emotional Eating)when my parents had the meeting with our Mortgage man and then eating because I am so frustrated I am sure that it will go back up tomorrow. I guess what it does mean is that I can put all my energy into loosing weight. My birthday is in August and my goal is to look damn sexy for it!
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