This picture was taken for work as we are having a new website done and are going in for the whole "Meet the Staff" .... now I don't mind the photo but I don't love it. I think my face is still incredibly round and you can see the lovely start of my double chin and I don't particularly like my chubby cheeks!
The next two are even worse....it probably doesn't help that I am not in a very good mood at all today...
I hate it...fat arms...my stomach looks huge...my neck looks like a tree trunk... I just look so fat... why oh why can't I be the thin person I want to be.. Why did I ever let myself get like this and why now do I still F' up by eating food that isn't gong to help... losing 1lbs every 2 weeks isn't going to get me very far! Look at my progress.....how many times have I gained or not lost at all.....Aghhhhhhh
Last night I went to the gym and had a really good work out ... I did 30 mins on the cross trainer and did 3.4km which is good. It put me in a really good mood and got me out of my bad mood. Going again tonight as usual annoying thing is that I left my gym stuff at home so am going to have to go home first and then go to the gym. Tonight is my run... going to try and do 30 minutes non stop.. last week I probably stopped for about 3 minutes in total... what I love about to going to the gym is that I can work off all my stresses of the day! Will be really needing it today...!
Don't beat yourself up so much it'll only make you feel worse! From an outsider perspective I think the photos are really nice, hope getting to the gym helps your mentality
ReplyDeleteYouth...totally wasted on the young. Objectively speaking you are a VERY attractive woman. You have a lovely, pretty face and a nice bust (sorry for being personal) and that is ALL you can see in these shots. There is no FAT.
ReplyDeleteYou want to trim down to being really slim and fit and I applaud that but, while you're getting there, dont waste your time feeling bad about yourself. I can't think of a bloke I know who wouldn't think you're gorgeous as I'm sure Biggy tells you.
And good work in the gym.
Lesley xx
Give yourself a break! I'd kill for your colour hair. It looks gorgeous and your skin too. FOcus on the positives hun!
ReplyDeleteLadies thank you so much for the positive remarks... I know I just need to focus on those things and forget the negative. It's just so hard sometime though! xxxx
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