So got on the scales this morning and was so worried about the figure I would see! Was totally expecting to see at least...AT LEAST 210lbs... but I didn't I saw 205lbs...which to be honest I am pretty pleased about. This week I have had a fully blown three course meal for dinner pretty much every night.. and it has all been curry so not exactly the healthiest of food. I have also drank so much fruit juice and alchool that I am sure my stomach is starting to produce its own wine!
Also gutted that I haven't been able to blog for the last few days... everything has just been so crazy and busy but now it is starting to quieten down a bit. This week has been awful in regards to eating... mainly because of the hangovers... why is it that when you are hungover you are just so so hungry and crave bad food. Yesterday I ate 4 slices of toast with golden syrup, then stopped for a Burger King and then had a HUGE Sunday Roast in the evening. On Saturday I was so hungry all day as well and defo ate over my allowance ... but if I am honest my calorie counting had totally gone out of the window last week, I was more in the mindset of "It's not every day you get to have a buffet of the most amazing curry ever, so enjoy it!"
In regards to the whole self esteem issues... starting to get better. I spoke about it a bit with my friend and she said some good stuff and then I met a girl during the week who was really nice and we were talking about Kardashians and gossip and stuff... it was very funny as when I saw her I thought to myself wow that girl has an amazing figure and so pretty but didn't say anything, then when we were talking she said that she thought I had a great figure and I was really chuffed by it as I didn't know her...she had no reason to say anything to me...I know it sounds bad but when your friends or family say anything to you although it is nice to hear you kind of just think that they are saying it because they have to or they know your personality etc.. when somebody you don't know says something nice to you it is what they are really thinking and what they see, I think it seems alot nicer when you get a unexpected compliment from a stranger as it is a totally unselfish act. It really made my week. I think also looking at some of the photos from this past week I am starting to see a change in me, I think I look alot better and am seeing how my figure is changing. There are still photos that I really don't like but also there are photos where I can honestly say... yes I like that photo!
Other exciting news is that we are starting to move our stuff in to the flat... our aim is to be in for Friday night! I can not wait, we are now starting to shop for bigger furniture and have our bed arriving on Thursday and we are picking up a sideboard and dinning room table and chairs on Saturday. Truly truly can not wait to move in...!!
Two and a half weeks now until we go to Spain... my aim is still to get to 196lbs before we go.. even if I reach it on the day we fly (!) as I know 10lbs is alot to lose in 17 days! I am having Slim-Fast and a yogurt for breakfast, Soup for lunch and something small for dinner. Not snacking in between meals and going to the Gym. This morning I was so tired so didn't go swimming but now feel fully recovered so will go tomorrow morning and at least 5 times a week until we go on Holiday.
Anyway peeps... I am back and am looking forward to seeing the scales in 2 weeks time and seeing a loss!
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