Lighter Hair..Lighter Life

So I had my hair done last night!! I love it! Hairdresser came over around 6.30 and she was all done by 8.30! Not bad going for dye, cut and blow dry! The style is just making me feel so good and young and vibrant ... without sounding stupid I am starting to feel proud of my image and am taking so much more care in my appearance and actually enjoying choosing what to wear instead of going "OH MY GOD>>WHAT SHALL I WEAR>>>!!!" This in turn is making me so much better with food and eating, just feeling really great! I will admit that I haven’t gone to the gym now for nearly 2 weeks but last night I had the old urge to really want to go and work out. I am not worried or feeling guilty about not going... for some reason I just didn't want to go and I have been going now at least twice a week for the past 4-5 months.. I even went during the Christmas period so perhaps my body just wanted a little holiday!

Other small changes I have noticed is that I am just not so fussed about "bad" food. Last night 2 friends came over while I was having my hair done and I just served Pizza, Garlic Bread and salad as I obviously wasn't in the position to cook anything...anyway I did have 4 or 5 small slices of pizza (shop bought not Dominos size!) but afterwards I a) felt sooooo bloated and could feel all the fat going through my body and b) didn't enjoy it that much. Don't get me wrong I did like it but previously I would have been "agh pizza..eat as much as you can" but yesterday I would have been just as happy if not happier with a healthy dinner rather than Pizza. The other annoying thing is that then to compensate I have to be extra good today which although isn't a problem it would prefer if I could eat normally all the time and not have the fatty food in the first place... do you get what I mean... I feel like I have said that in a very drawn out way. Basically my attitude has changed ... before I would rather have the fatty food and over compensate the next day and now it's the other way around!!!

Also on a side note today is the first day of wearing the new foundation and so far it's working really well....still have the lines under my eyes but thinks that's just my skin... who knows!

Anyway...feeling good...feeling slimmed down...feeling fashionable...feeling comfortable in myself...and actually..... a little bit on love with myself...how vain am I!